My Boring Days, Doing Nothing

Life has been a bore. I have not done anything productive for the past few weeks. Even though when I should have been doing something, I just couldn’t and wouldn’t do it. I’m currently in a state of freaking LAZY, like I have always been, but this is definitely by far beyond my standard of laziness. I don’t seem to be motivated to do anything, except for surfing the internet, watching the television and other stuffs that is necessary for me to continue living on.

It’s not that I’m complaining about being lazy (ok, maybe I am). But I kind of miss school. KIND OF. It’s not that I miss the teachers or the homework or anything. I would never miss the teachers or the homework. Ok, I might miss a few teachers. For example, Pn Chew (She’s so nice and adorable. I miss her already), Pn Vijaya (She’s so cool. A little garang when she wants to but nonetheless, a funny teacher) and Pn Liew (She’s so funny and she just makes learning fun, especially when she explained about the rusting of iron). I am definitely giving them a hug when I take results in March. Which reminds me, I should schedule a time with Aiza, Heidi and Hallie to go find Dr. Wu. He is like the best and most funny Physics tuition teacher, a student can ever get.

Anyway, what I miss about school is the routine life that I have been living for eleven years. ELEVEN YEARS. It’s not as easy as it seems (and I thouhgt) to break off an old habit. I also miss my friends too. I don’t get to see them as much as I used to, obviously. Amy already started college, Hallie is so busy with her rugby, Mano just got back from her vacation (so she’ll be busy unpacking and stuffs, I think).

Well, I hope I would break out of my laziness with the upcoming move in February, which I hope is still on schedule. Also, I would like to tell my sister here (if you’re reading): I’m SO SORRY for not helping you, even though you asked me to. I’m just too lazy. Not a good excuse but bear with me. If you could survive with me for all these years, I think you can survive longer.