Unbelieveable

That is what I'm feeling right now. I'm feeling unbelievebaly blur, unbelievebly tired and most importantly, unbelieveably dumb. Ok, so the blur and tired part is more like a daily thing I feel but I don't normally feel dumb. You know, the whole me being a narcisist and narcisist never thinks badly of themselves.

However, this time I have a very valid reason to feel dumb. And it is because I somehow managed to oversleep and missed my oh so important tutorial when it is at 11.30am, a considerably late class I have when compared to the previous two HECTIC days.

But before you think I'm insane or whack! for having a need to write a blogpost just because I missed ONE tutorial. The truth is, this is the SECOND time I missed this tutorial or any tutorial for the matter of fact. The first time was because I was not feeling well. So, I skipped it and stayed at home to rest. I felt better the next day but I didn't went to a doctor. Hence, I have no MC. So, it's considered that I 'ponteng' class.

I wouldn't be this frustrated if it's not because of the college rule that a student cannot miss more than THREE tutorials of one subject, or they would get barred from the final exam. Hence, where my frustration lies. So, from now on, I cannot miss this tutorial anymore or I'm doom.

Also, it's unfair that the reason I would oversleep is because I was up studying till the middle of the night. Why? Because my teacher have this sort of sadistic behaviour where he has to call each student of his and ask us questions. Sure it makes us remeber what he's teaching better, since we're all scared shitless and hanging on to everything he's taught us, so we won't get screwed over when he's asking us a question. It sure doesn't help that he's fierce looking and makes really lame jokes at really unsuitable moments. URGH!!! So unfair!!!

Anyway, I got to go and do my assignments. Whoever said that you get a life after you enter college is so wrong. I'm so busy nowadays, I'm beginning to wonder if I even have a life outside of college.